210608 - saturday
hello everyone, tis post started at 10am, its nt that i juz woke up bt i didn't sleep throught de nite man, lol, xiang qi tmr is 22th le, haiz, saded la, gonna miss de [22] missed 2205 nw going to miss 2206, haiz, things aren't easy to let go or to overcome, when everything was still fine, haiz, i brought it to myself, pls dun kpo ar, its nt her fault, its mine ba, things juz gt out of hand, bt nw its more peaceful more her to think, i regretted tell her to break off, coz nw im putting alot down to get her back, gal, wad you had told me, we will be back by time, i will bug you man~ lol,
我还爱你!
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190608 - thursday
omg la, so many days nv post le, lazy? or maybe juz dun feel like posting? i duno man~
tis holiday is making me tired wor, ton ton ton ton ton ton~ everyday late late sleep den today cnt go cycle coz burst, ai yo yo, sianed, hair need go cut cut den dye black ne, haiz
if there is a chances even if its so lil, dun make it totally a no pls, ai ya, messy le coz juz woke up nia, 6pm++ lol, hungry again~ hungry ghost sia, haha, end here le, zai jian
Labels: i wan those sweet days wif you
Fall For You
by Secondhand Serenade
album: A Twist In My Story
The best thing about tonight’s that we’re not fighting
It couldn’t be that we have been this way before
I know you don’t think that I am trying
I know you’re wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear its true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you that I would never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Oh, But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It’s impossible to find
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I’m yours to keep
And hold onto your words
‘Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you’re asleep
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find
i loved tis song ~his voice speaks my heart, hear it yourself lor, haha, ytd nite was chatting wif jr n dennis, chat bout sumthings den 4.30+ like that offline n cycle go find dennis, coz cnt sleep, den we went 7-11 den pasir ris park, i was damn awake la, coz dennis asked me to sit on mine bike's handle n he long pang me left rite left rite n head on to vehicles, like 0.0, heart attack la, LOL, den he bought his drink at 7-11 n long pang me go park n tok tok xin shi till morning 7 like that den we went home, thx bro for that, reach home at 8 den sleep till 4pm lucky mum wake me up or i will be sleeping till nv go work, lol, ate my lunch den go work at 5, work was boring, emo there ba, after work damn hungry la, bought food to eat while walking home, den blah blah, tmr movie movie bt tonite will be a lonely n boring one ba, byes
Labels: i need you to love me =\, i wan those sweet days wif you
today hen sian, im missing her badly, always feeling out of breathe, i really hope that she is by my side, those words you once said, sounded it my mind n my heart, i didn't noe wad to believe in bt my heart, i really ai ni, you once said you will always love me n i really loved you, there was times that were my fault, i noe, bt i didn't do that on purpose, it was my mistake, i am trying all i can to hold you, your shell n your soul. i really was afraid to lose you, de times without you was torturing to me, i became quiet again because my heart was speaking, those sweet memories i brought to you n those sour n unbearable pain i gave you was my mistake, pls gal, i dun wan to end it, i was to carry on, dun stay away from me, you may have me fan, i duno, its really because you are nt giving me a chance, yourself a chances, i had my mind thinking of you my heart missing of you, you maybe having fun nw, i duno. i only wan to love you like before, juz like last time, we promised each other to make it everlasting bt your choosing to forget it, i cnt forget you! you can hurt me as much as you wan, i only wan you back like last time, you noe hw much i love you, you may think that it is over, bt juz think, i still love you! why dun you give me de chance to make you happy again, we can start afresh, juz you n me, rebuild de third life.
why didn't you wan to give me de chance? you wouldn't reply me, ans my call, tok on phone, chat on msn n even juz meeting, you rejected me, do you noe hw important you are to me? do you noe hw important tis relationship is to me? i really wan to loved you n take care of you bt you wouldn't wan, i always thought your love for me was true, you noe is true, so gal, juz tis last time! we will start afresh, i will nt hurt you, nv again! i only wish you could hold my hand like before n stay by my side time to time, rmb at that playground? we had our memories there, de seat, that place.
everyone who noes me knew that i was happy after being wif you, bt tis few days, i was in daze, i duno wad i shall do, dun tell me to give up, i spend lots of time alone thinking wad to do to let you come back to my side, you said i was de one that made alvina seriously in love, pls be by my side, dun walk alone nor with others, walk wif me, i will nt be shadow, i will be your pillow, your everything, i noe when you read tis, you may find it fan gan, im sorry, coz im emo, wad i wrote was from my heart, i love you! im all alone, dun leave me here, i dun wan anyone else bt you, sorry! sorry i once said those words, they were hurting, i will nv ever say them again.
that nite at playground, i didn't really wan you to go, i only wanted to noe whether you will stay, you walk away, i saw you walk step by step, i pick my phone bt it was off, i chase after you, hold you by your hand, we hugged n start crying, i told you: ke yi bu yao li kai wo mah? wo bu yao ni zou. you tok that de problem will happen again, i hugged you tight! most tight! i ask again, you told me de same thing, i cried n did stupid things, i told you "if after all tis you wan go jiu go ba"
my mistake! i should juz hold on to you, bt you left me there to cry, i chase again, i thought you have gone, i took de lift up n i saw you there, i called you bt den i realise it was off, i saw you board de bus. i didn't go home, i went down n found a seat by de long gan, i stared into de sky, a sudden lost of direction, you show me de way bt that nite, that way you showed has blured. i spent an hour there thinking why has it gone tis way. i only ask for tis last chance, to be wif me like hw we had been, de loving couple. i didn't meant to hurt you that way, IM SORRY! there was tis notebook n inside was de dat that i had wrote down long ago, i counted 100days 200days 300days 400days n every month de 22. i nt showing hw fan ren i am bt hw much i loved you.
i will always be waiting, nv to give up, even after 22, coz i really put my whole heart on you! i believe that de day will come. if you can promise that you will be back to me, i will give you sumtime to relax, if you that promise really will come true coz im scared that you would run away wif another guy wif my heart. i really wan it back!
Labels: i wan those sweet days wif you
