today was 070508, time was 20.20pm when i started tis post
tis post was written for you to see, to read n to feel
alvina, you are always in my heart
as gal gal, dear, lao po, wifey, n many more
i wouldn't forget de day when i asked you for stead, it was 22/11/07 5.10pm at de pasir ris park, i had thought for very long before i asked you, i rmbed that day when i hugged you, i held your lil hand when i sent you home. you even msged me n ask whether i am sure of my choice, i said YES!
day by day, i followed you, adapting a new life like nv before, that day when i send you home, do you rmb? we kissed, you gave it to me, i gave it to you, in de lift. each day, i will look you in de eyes, giving my fullest attention to you, at that time, you were abit lost, i taught you wad to do, so you did, i gotten de 100% of atttention by you. let me tell you gal, i was really happy to be wif you, you brought me smiles n sunshine, you did nt hide anything from me.
do you rmb 11012008? do you noe where we go? i rmbed, i meet you after sch n i gotten my present from you, we went to de minimart bought hot n spicy den we went to de park, wanted to slack there bt it was hot, i could tell, coz ni zai lui han, i didn't wan you to kana torture by de sun, so we went to you house there de stairs to slack, although there was no bday cake bt there was you! i told you bout my life. you didn't let me open my present, wahahas, i spent my bday wif my most loved gal!
140208, it was de day that i had spent many hrs on, that time i really didn't had much money left wif me, therefore, i chiong work, i work till leg pain n was always nagging to you, xD
i bought you that bird, sorry sorry if you didn't like de bird, coz i was nt very sure of wad you like, i made a big board for you, hope you will be still looking at it, you noe hw much you meamt to me. that morning we met, exchange items den we walk to sch, gal, i wan you to noe tis; that day, everyone was looking at you n so does my friends, they were saying i siao, buy so big, made so big n only gotten 5piece of your choco cookie when your friends also had. i honestly tell you that i was abit sad so you promise to make me more, i dun care wad others say, only wad you say will affect me.
soon, it was your bday, we went for movie, did many things n spent de whole day together, juz you n me. that red hearted cake, juz like my heart, you ate my heart down, i helped you to wear de necklace which i bought for you, do you noe that i went around looking for it? juz for you.
our days were great. i nv forget that day wif you!
our days past very fast because we were enjoying it. we tok on phone, face to face, wif you i dun feel uneasy, i felt great, coz i noe you were loving me, we are really couples, everyone including ourselves noes that. ni hai rmb that day you pon sch? although you say you were sick, okok la, it was me who pon sch bt den gt mc wor, if nt you dun allow me to pon de, we meet in de afternoon n den slack slack. each time i slack wif you, each time i love you more, [ each time we quarrel, each time i will hold you more ]
my gal, i did many things for you n you too, i changed your life n you dun mind because you noe im there, you change my life too, you noe? from that day when we became kor n mei, my life starts changing. you were de one who pulls me up from de cliff, cliff of emo, i back den was so emotional because i could nt forget n forgive you, bt after that day i gotten de Xemo wallet, i became 80% no emo because i loved you!
my love for you was really, i duno coz words cnt fully tell all, because of quarrels, you began to lose attention on me, i tried to do actions n whatever that can make you smile n look at me, hw i wish my mum goes to work, you noe why, my gal, i love de way you hugged me n de way you held my right hand wif both of yours. quarrels! it was quarrels! that make us stronger bt too much of it le.
that day, i noe where you gone to, my heart told me so, you were sad n i was working, i can quit de job if you wan me to, that very last quarrel was all because of me, everytime was fine bt me, i had made you dulan, i broke your heart, i did many wrong things, i noe, it was like your lovely boy is stabbing your heart infront of you, am i rite? i admit it was my fault, i am really really sorry! i noe its kind of late, bt because when you wan to go, i finally woke up, i was found under my stress, i read de msg i sent, i couldn't believe i sent that.
i wan to hold you back bt you said it was over, that nite, 2.30am i pack all de stuffs that will remind of you. de next day i gave you back, gal, i really need you to believe me, when i hand those stuffs to keeway, i thought its over bt NO! my heart reacts n called out your name, it hurts each time it called, i need you! i always noe that you are de one i love. i dun wan to end it, i wan it to be wif you! all over again, forget de past, we start afresh like 221107, i will learn under your care, i swear i will nt hurt you, i will try my very best! i juz wan you back, my gal.
you are my hands n legs, you help me build our world wif my hands n without you as my legs, i will nv go far, juz stuck around my lil circle, i had no one esle, only YOU!!!!
WO AI NI! WO AI NI! WO AI NI!!!!!!
time was 21.35pm
tis post was written for you to see, to read n to feel
alvina, you are always in my heart
as gal gal, dear, lao po, wifey, n many more
i wouldn't forget de day when i asked you for stead, it was 22/11/07 5.10pm at de pasir ris park, i had thought for very long before i asked you, i rmbed that day when i hugged you, i held your lil hand when i sent you home. you even msged me n ask whether i am sure of my choice, i said YES!
day by day, i followed you, adapting a new life like nv before, that day when i send you home, do you rmb? we kissed, you gave it to me, i gave it to you, in de lift. each day, i will look you in de eyes, giving my fullest attention to you, at that time, you were abit lost, i taught you wad to do, so you did, i gotten de 100% of atttention by you. let me tell you gal, i was really happy to be wif you, you brought me smiles n sunshine, you did nt hide anything from me.
do you rmb 11012008? do you noe where we go? i rmbed, i meet you after sch n i gotten my present from you, we went to de minimart bought hot n spicy den we went to de park, wanted to slack there bt it was hot, i could tell, coz ni zai lui han, i didn't wan you to kana torture by de sun, so we went to you house there de stairs to slack, although there was no bday cake bt there was you! i told you bout my life. you didn't let me open my present, wahahas, i spent my bday wif my most loved gal!
140208, it was de day that i had spent many hrs on, that time i really didn't had much money left wif me, therefore, i chiong work, i work till leg pain n was always nagging to you, xD
i bought you that bird, sorry sorry if you didn't like de bird, coz i was nt very sure of wad you like, i made a big board for you, hope you will be still looking at it, you noe hw much you meamt to me. that morning we met, exchange items den we walk to sch, gal, i wan you to noe tis; that day, everyone was looking at you n so does my friends, they were saying i siao, buy so big, made so big n only gotten 5piece of your choco cookie when your friends also had. i honestly tell you that i was abit sad so you promise to make me more, i dun care wad others say, only wad you say will affect me.
soon, it was your bday, we went for movie, did many things n spent de whole day together, juz you n me. that red hearted cake, juz like my heart, you ate my heart down, i helped you to wear de necklace which i bought for you, do you noe that i went around looking for it? juz for you.
our days were great. i nv forget that day wif you!
our days past very fast because we were enjoying it. we tok on phone, face to face, wif you i dun feel uneasy, i felt great, coz i noe you were loving me, we are really couples, everyone including ourselves noes that. ni hai rmb that day you pon sch? although you say you were sick, okok la, it was me who pon sch bt den gt mc wor, if nt you dun allow me to pon de, we meet in de afternoon n den slack slack. each time i slack wif you, each time i love you more, [ each time we quarrel, each time i will hold you more ]
my gal, i did many things for you n you too, i changed your life n you dun mind because you noe im there, you change my life too, you noe? from that day when we became kor n mei, my life starts changing. you were de one who pulls me up from de cliff, cliff of emo, i back den was so emotional because i could nt forget n forgive you, bt after that day i gotten de Xemo wallet, i became 80% no emo because i loved you!
my love for you was really, i duno coz words cnt fully tell all, because of quarrels, you began to lose attention on me, i tried to do actions n whatever that can make you smile n look at me, hw i wish my mum goes to work, you noe why, my gal, i love de way you hugged me n de way you held my right hand wif both of yours. quarrels! it was quarrels! that make us stronger bt too much of it le.
that day, i noe where you gone to, my heart told me so, you were sad n i was working, i can quit de job if you wan me to, that very last quarrel was all because of me, everytime was fine bt me, i had made you dulan, i broke your heart, i did many wrong things, i noe, it was like your lovely boy is stabbing your heart infront of you, am i rite? i admit it was my fault, i am really really sorry! i noe its kind of late, bt because when you wan to go, i finally woke up, i was found under my stress, i read de msg i sent, i couldn't believe i sent that.
i wan to hold you back bt you said it was over, that nite, 2.30am i pack all de stuffs that will remind of you. de next day i gave you back, gal, i really need you to believe me, when i hand those stuffs to keeway, i thought its over bt NO! my heart reacts n called out your name, it hurts each time it called, i need you! i always noe that you are de one i love. i dun wan to end it, i wan it to be wif you! all over again, forget de past, we start afresh like 221107, i will learn under your care, i swear i will nt hurt you, i will try my very best! i juz wan you back, my gal.
you are my hands n legs, you help me build our world wif my hands n without you as my legs, i will nv go far, juz stuck around my lil circle, i had no one esle, only YOU!!!!
WO AI NI! WO AI NI! WO AI NI!!!!!!
time was 21.35pm
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