nw is 18/5/08 - 01.37am
today xiangyi hen sad hen shang xin, ke shi mei ren zhi dao, haiz
im sitting infront of de com fa dai, i didn't noe wad to say or wad to rite, =\
i swear de memories flashes at all wrong time, haiz
maybe its hopeless for me, im nt important to you anymore
let me say tis, i will nt cry if i fell down n bleed, if i was caught breaking de law or even when i gotten 2/50 for geog, tears will nt be seen, bt when i come to relationships, haiz
i will hide n cry if my friends insulted/hurt me or when my parents or close one leaves me,
thx you if you wanted to help, she is juz too tired, i duno, juz 4more day n its 220508, haiz
bt i guess it was long over, sorry people if i sumtimes emo, de other times, i managed to hide it n =] smile, haha, you may think xiangyi use is a good person or maybe nt, bt i wan to say, i do hurt people also, haiz, chey~ i can give happiness bt it will nv be lasting, so dun find me for happiness, juz go away ba, ai ya, nobody wan me also, haiz, i duno wad i should do le, im nt her, i duno, maybe she rite, as time pass i will forget her de, i duno whether that will happen, she dun wan me anymore nor does she need me, ai ya, stop here le la, cnt rite down le, going drop tears le