thursday-
its 3am, i cnt slp, haiz, sianed, tis nite music dun work, computer maybe will help, haha,
was thinking bout myself, im such a failure, lose to myself, im getting more n more anti~
fuck myself ! hope everyone around me can disappear so i could shout like no ones buisness until i lose voice, den i will have to do sumthing bout my ex, den find myself, get back to proper studies, should be able to pass after losing out so much bt if fail den most likely im requesting to quit sch, maybe i should change new hp no. n start a new life ?
is that a good idea? i feel like doing sumthing that can make someone angry, wahaha
den that will be so funny ! bt thats so childish, im childish? im worthless? useless?
have a feeling of leaving me out to die? boring rite?
ai ya, get use to it jiu ok le rite? think thurday [ today ] wan slp for de whole day n dun wake up,
wahaha, den friday leh, haiz, i think if i go den no fun le, most likely i wouldn't tok, den all will quiet quiet or nt i also duno wad le, n friday my mum off, she say she wan go watch de hokkien movie papaya [ 881 ] bt i duno which to go leh, is either left, go there den beach or go right den after movie bluff mama i go out den park or straight, slp at home or go other place,
hw hw? i duno ! **** *** *** ! **** *** !
okok, no more stars liao, coz wan go count stars le, or goat, sheep, lamb, whatever la, my feelings are so out of control la, following de heart is a big problem,

"..Ah.Yi.."