SORRY everyone...n also to her...its nt i cnt go...bt i duno hw mian dui ni...today nv go sch...sick?? no idea..today woke up at 7am de...coz cla call me...den i nv close my eves le...juz stare at blank space...tis few days SOOO FAN LA!! since when? i also dun rmb le...i like de rain...i wan to get myself wet, sick n tired...so that i do nt have de energy to think...i hate my life den...i felt that it sux living in my laughin world when im juz so fake..i look at myself in de mirror...i see my face..i ask.."why am i doin tis n that?" "why do i felt so difficult to smile" i wan my peace! i dun wan ppl askin me n tokin bout her...
everytime you walk pass...im so scare to look at you..coz im scare to disappoint you...
im so pissed off by myself n de xiao ting was an extra value meal with up size la...i wan to end de...bt wil keep playin stupid things to her...den wil they all scold her den blame say is i prank de...pls! who wanted that at first?
today is her bday...i noe she is sad..so am i...hw many times u broke my heart...do u noe hw it felt like? i nv told anyone...juz like other ppl...i felt so empty..so anti-social...n de pain at my heart i get every hr...n who noes, who cares?
did u care?...
nw tell me..hw do u wan me to face u?
nigel wan jio u...den let him b...im nt going to care anymore! de more i care, de more sad i will b..so pls understand me...
forgive me if tis hurts...
xiao ting! juz get out of my life...thx...

"..Ah.Yi.."